Today was one of those regular days, with the exception of a scary encounter with a loud man at my front door, was just regular. However, as the day wraps up I am longing for something different. I'm ready for a different pace, a change of scenery, a new locale. I want a change, but not a break, an actual change. But then I realize that I'll miss my lifestyle. If I jump ship and move out to the country, then we'll have a different load of work, a new set of challenges, and a whole mess of stuff that we don't know about. If we were to move to, say, a beautiful island in the Caribbean, there would also be issue with employment, education, etc, along with a whole new set of challenges.
So, you see, I'm not terribly motivated to change or do something different. I suppose it was just one of those days that was the same as another day and I wanted something a bit different. As for what I actually want? Who knows. Tomorrow it will be a bowl of ice cream, or perhaps world domination. For tonight though, I'll just go to bed and see what tomorrow brings.